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| some days I am amazed that you didn't win. | |
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| If you don't do it right, if you're not good enough, it has consequences. But it's okay. My dad left, I'm an expert at failing.
It works, too.
Because he can't remember when my birthday is, but I have one anyway. It happens, without him knowing, every year. On the same day every year. It doesn't change, it's always there. He can't remember what I do, what I like, who I am, to call, if only somtimes. But I am here anyway.
With a lid, and a cloud, secrets and quiet thoughts. But I'll be better.
One day I'll be so happy he realises he wants me. If nothing is wrong, if nothing is hard, there's no reason for him to stay away. | |
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| What are my days even for? | |
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| Isn't it funny how something tiny tiny can push things over the edge and all of a sudden you remember, feel, and breathe gigantic, major, massive, huge things you've been pushing away and ignoring. That scraped knee that stings just enough to remind you of the hole in your chest.
Hahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha hahaha hahahha (etc) yes, fucking funny. Funny, funny, funny.
I've been in a pretty okay mood for a while and now I can't remember why. | |
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| You are the only one to have ever called me selfish.
And you've done it twice.
I wonder if that says more about you; than about me? | |
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| Written AGES ago but reposted for Lisa. :) :)
Title: Frozen Toes and Melting Hearts
Pairing: Fletcher/Judd
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Smex.
Summary: Harry’s sinking deeper and deeper into a restless world of anxiety and panic and can’t seem to find rest anywhere. Can Tom prove to be the shelter in the storm that he so desperately need?
Disclaimer: I do not own the members of McFly and this does in no way reflect reality, it is pure fiction.
Dedications: To my dear Isabell for being so much stronger than she thinks and for being everything we need. If I could give you every star on the night sky that you deserve I would, if I could tell you how much you mean to us all, I’d tell you over and over again.
( warm and tingling still ) | |
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Oh the bloody drama.
Nothing can ever just go right, can it?
Shut up and be happy with life. Please. Just for one day - be happy and stop digging out reasons to feel as if the world is against you.
It's not. It couldn't care less. | |
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